...so about that.

Haha

Wed, 23 May 2007 01:13:53 GMT

magalmar: yo other people besides us who try to be funny arent
magalmar: but we are
magalmar: z

This pretty much sums up my life.

See I've already waited too long and all my hope is gone.

Wed, 16 May 2007 01:58:24 GMT

We'd look good side by side. =]

And I took your childish laughter by surprise

Mon, 23 Apr 2007 02:09:23 GMT

I can't even pretend that something bad has happened to me. Nobody's died, besides Tucker, and he's happy up there.

But the only times we talk is when something bad happens to you. Doesn't that bother you at all?

And I'm already tired.

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 22:01:31 GMT

It's almost five and I should have ended this a long time ago.

Countdown to Lacrosse: 3 Mo Days.
Show Starts In: 2 Days
I can expect sprints and the 2 miler and sweating and crying.
But I can also expect to see KJ more and psych parties and amazing games and an amazing team.

I've been really confused lately.
You know what it's like when you can't make up your mind?

But you only want what everybody else says you should want.

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 01:51:03 GMT

thumbs down fairfield university.

It's been one week since you looked at me
Cocked your head to the side and said, "I'm angry."
Five days since you laughed at me saying,
"Get that together and come back and see me."
Three days since the living room
I realized it was all my fault, but couldn't tell you
Yesterday you'd forgiven me
But it'll still be two days till I say I'm sorry.

But we can't stop this now.

Sun, 18 Feb 2007 14:52:40 GMT

The seven days of sin, I swear
Couldn’t have guessed they’d be my last
And while the hours progressed so slow
I would swear they went so fast
The beatings got more brutal
Red marks along my back
Skin barely clinging to my bones
My life hardly intact.
My head was shaven long ago,
My name lost with the hope.
German officers laughing, teasing, taunting
But God will help me cope.
I’ve already finished my daily bread,
Yet my stomach begs for more.
We wonder what will happen;
I’ll bet for what’s in store:
Some will be sent to death,
Burned amongst the flame,
Others will have to work all day,
Heads down to hide the shame.
Any caught praying—surely shot.
Misbehave? You’ll meet the gun.
Mothers and children thrown to the gas,
Bodies burned till there are none.
Three days of sin remaining;
It’s only gotten worse.
My shoes were stolen, the bread is moldy,
An unforgiving curse.
Two days left: I haven’t eaten.
I forget what it’s like to feel.
No longer do I know
If it’s a dream, or if it’s real.
One day left, I didn’t know it,
But this would be the day
I should’ve been happy, joyous
It just didn’t work that way.
We started walking toward
A building I hadn’t seen,
Long line, people shouting,
“Just tell me what this means!”
I didn’t have to be awake
Or be a genius just to know
That it was my last day here on Earth
And I was ready to go.

Anyone remember this?
Uhhhh denieddd.

This is going so fast, baby
Where’s the brake?
Slam your foot down, swerve,
But we can’t stop this now.

Shivers down my spine
Tingle all the time.
This is how you make me feel,
This is how I know it’s real.

Always making me smile,
A little on the shy side,
So tell me what can’t you do?
It’s almost scary to be here,
To be so happy with you.

happy valentines dayy

Thu, 15 Feb 2007 02:36:51 GMT

Cause I got a peaceful easy feeling
And I know you won't let me down
Cause I'm already standing on the ground.

Mmm, I just spent Valentines Day with my boyfriend.
Fabolous.

I never thought I'd see a sweeter sight in my life.

Sat, 03 Feb 2007 04:05:04 GMT

I have a boyfriend. =]

'sup cake

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 19:39:40 GMT

Hahahahahahahaa.

he saves the little children but not the british children.

kbyee

Dr. Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride.

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 03:40:57 GMT

You think I look the best
When my hair is a mess
I can't believe you exist
I could get used to this.

Cause you wrote my name all across your hand
When I freak you understand
There is not a thing you miss
And I could get used to this.

I'm feeling it comin over me,
With you it all comes naturally.
Lost the reflex to resist
And I could get used to this.

Veronicas!Sup.
Fab voice lesson, fab day.
J'adore all nighters. Two in a row? Maybe so.

So don't get your hopes up, we all know how it'll end.

Wed, 17 Jan 2007 01:41:48 GMT

Demetri Martin, you have inspired me to become a comedian. Thank you for your words of wisdom and your adorable big nose.

A quick way to start a conversation is to say something like, "What's your favorite color?" A quick way to end a conversation is to say something like, "What's your favorite color...person?"

Even the stars refuse to shine.

Sat, 13 Jan 2007 04:25:52 GMT

Writerz block.

Uhhh no one reads this.
So I'm going to make a politically incorrect joke.

What does it mean when you see a bunch of blacks running in one direction?
Jail break

What do u call 1,000 black people on a plane back to Africa?
A good start.

hahaha

And you won't recall anything at all.

Wed, 03 Jan 2007 03:24:23 GMT

I'm a stupid ho.

It's the perfect time of day
It's the last day of your life
Don't let it drift away
While your heart is still racing
It's the perfect time of day

Come on now
It's the perfect time of day
It's the perfect time with you

Tag Sick Cat Spray

Fri, 29 Dec 2006 00:59:16 GMT

Well there's a reindeer inside of me
And it's tryin, tryin to get out
On Dasher, on Dancer, on Prancer, on Vixen, on Comet, on Cupid
Oh cupid, oh cupid, OH!

Good lord.
What a subtly sexual song.

Cause I don't shine if you don't shine.

Wed, 27 Dec 2006 05:24:58 GMT

But my heart, it don't beat, it don't beat the way it used to.
And my eyes, they don't see you no more.
And my lips, they don't kiss, they don't kiss the way they used to.
And my eyes don't recognize you at all.

For reasons unknown.

Thanks for staying for Christmas!
Thanks for the J.Timba Harry Potter song.
And thanks for the presents.

Let's date?

daymmmmm

Thu, 30 Nov 2006 03:25:02 GMT

Brendon Urie update your livejournal.

Please?

Oh, I love dogs!

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 01:15:18 GMT

Suppppp.

Annual homecoming sleepover was fab although we turned in MUCH earlier than last year and ate MUCH less (which is a blessing in disguise, I guess). I spent my whole weekend at K's house hollaaaa.

J'adore la famille Johnson.

Heyyyy.
You know it's all for you.

Two days till College Search Oh Six!
Back to Roanoke and UMW. Stopping by Washington.
Russell's laptop will be in service and callll me.

goodnyte.

sup creepsters

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 21:40:32 GMT

Ever notice how many people lean outside the window to stare you down while you're running? There was at least five on my jog around town. I'm disgusted.

Pretty fab day, even counting the paraplegic who made us all feel guilty about being able to go to the bathroom while he has to go in a little bag in his bed.

Um sorry? It's not our fault.
But thanks for the warning?

My parents are dumb. DON'T THROW ALL THE GEORGETOWN HATS AWAY PLEASE KTHANSK

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 23:05:04 GMT

worst weekend ever.

thanks mom&dad
and my so called "friends"
-love your BEST FRIEND?

Tue, 10 Oct 2006 01:32:13 GMT

Fuck you.
You're a sick little shit, you know that?

So this is what happened.

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 02:35:55 GMT

I went to visit colleges. No to Gaucher. No fucking way.
Maybe to University of Mary Washington.
Maybe to Roanoke.

Except, something incredible happened at Roanoke.

His name is Ryan, but I called him Red as a joke. It stuck.
He lives in Trenton, and it's not too far away.

He likes me.
And that's all I'm going to say. There's so much more, but I don't want to ruin it.
And I'm happy.

Max who?

Wed, 19 Jul 2006 16:52:03 GMT

Hiiiiii

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 19:54:32 GMT

It's been a really long time.

I went to camp at Duke. C Dub Dub, actually. That's what Jeanine and Tony called it and they could because they were black.

There's so much to write but I don't feel like it.
I had a lot of fun. I took some chances. And I really think we should have a reunion.

And I also think this isn't the last time I'm going to see most of those people.

uh. bye.

Wonder if he was actually looking at moi today?

Wed, 15 Mar 2006 02:47:46 GMT

I want to...

Write and star in my own TV Show.

Start a movie/tv-show production company with the money earned. I want the company to also sell make up, perfume, books, and clothes.

Donate money earned to charities.

Have fancy banquets and parties to raise money for good causes.

Give my family and especially my friends everything they deserve.

Marry a guy who likes me for me.^Y

Have a huge family. A lot of kids and pets in a big house with a big yard.

Become a stay at home mom so I can clean and cook every meal for my family.

Have "family dinners." The kind where the whole family is always present. There's always a lot of food and you eat it in the dining room. Everyone asks for the food to be passed politely, etc. etc.

Enjoy everythingggg.

WTF, didn't you update 7 minutes ago?

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 01:52:19 GMT

My Ex Is...
He's a wrestler. He ignores me. Go figure.

Maybe I Should...
Do my homework?

I Love...
My friends. Wesley. My puppies. Lacrosse.

I don't understand...
Why my hamstrings hurt still.

I lost my..
Pink addidas sandals that went really well with the SJS uniform.jfakl;ejake boo.

People say I'm...
Short. No fucking waaaay.

Love is..
Lovely?

Somewhere, someone is..
Sneezing. I just did.

I will always..
straighten my hair.

Forever is..
a really long time.

I never want to...
Eat a spider. Gross.

When i wake up in the morning..
I piddle. Deal with it.

Life is full of..
Chances.

My past is incredibly..
I don't know...

I get annoyed when..
People whistle along to songs on the wrong key.

Parties are for..
Dancing!

Kisses are the worst when..
They're forced.

Tomorrow i'm going to..
School.

I really want..
A Brownie Sundae from Friendly'szzzzzorz

I have low tolerance for people who..
Are bitchy for no reason. AKA myself?

If i had a million dollars..
I'd buy a car and a pool, put some away for college, and donate some.

Valentine's day was..
Magnifique

Because i..
Was with that gorgeous, amazing friend of mine RACHEL. holyshitisaidit.

One time i..
Told the guy at Wawa that he was very attractive and then got told by a black woman that "dat wasn't the right way to do it!! grrl!"

This is what I do when something happens.
I have a cold.
How awkward will it be tomorrow?
Hahahahahahahahaha. oh man.